preparing the clothes that i am gonna wear that night..when suddenly i received a parcel from my sister in Australia...suprisingly, she bought me a necklace and suprisingly it just arrived on the right time...

THANKS SIS FOR THE GIFT, I LOVE IT SO MUCH

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and now the clothes are on my body.. ( this sounds so wrong)

p/s: promise to update pictures on the birthday party once my friend e-mailed to me the pics...man, i definitely gonna miss those twister time with them! :)

piglet and mek-mek

piglet and tweety bird ( shen and carolyn)

piglet and pang pang (shen and xiang xiang)

quick shot in the bus....

i miss my 5 Science 1 class a lot!!! i miss sitting beside miaw jyi, listening to her and siang singing in the class, bullying li lin as the world shortest class monitor, watching eunice's banana dance, looking at luah's and lynna's intimacy, enjoy mei yueh's masterpiece, dissecting frogs together with pn aidah, commenting how pretty mrs yip was, saying how cute mr low was and the best of all being known as the noisest class in SMK IJC!!!!

i miss form six life a lot.....i miss lower six beta a lot and how we always eat in the class secretly during recess, how terribly we complaint about the toilet, how much we enjoyed walking to the arts class toilet, how we are being scolded by madam teoh, how we rushed to complete ms tan loads of homework, and all the loves i received in mhs is uncountable.

i miss those day when eunice will organized a night at century mahkota where everyone gathered around to listen stories, where everyone squeezed in the small sofa to watch i am not stupid 2, where everyone challenged each other in chor tai ti and where everyone jumped into the swimming pool...i can't wait for the next outing after you guys have completed your stpm.

i miss those day where we were already grown up kids but still a kid at heart. i miss the time where we always rushed towards a playground when we saw one and pushed each other away just to play the swing and see-saw....i wish i am kid again..

i seriously miss lynna a lot!!!! i had been nearly a year since she flew to egypt and i wish she would come back during the holidays!!!! i hope you are doing great at there!!

i miss my best friend, seow lin a lot..gosh even though we just met two weeks ago, but it seems to me that we have not met for ages..hope you fare well in your exams and may our friendship last till we are old...

another person i miss tremendously is my so called kor kor, Darlynn...... most of the time you were busy when our old classmates went out together and i hope that you doing fine in inti....couldn't wait to see you again..and please don't grow any taller....hahah having difficulties talking to you..just kidding

i miss kim gary food a lot...especially the super delicious french toast....i wish we could rush out again to dine in kim gary at least once during this semester......and i am gonna make sure that i will go with a super empty stomach this time.

perhaps i haven't missed her yet but i know i am gonna miss one of my best buddy in intec as she will be flying to stanford soon...time really flies fast where i still could remember the first time i met you in standard 5 during Kuiz Kesihatan i think and then we met again in the science camp at standard six..we were like enemies from different school during our primary days..but unexpectedly, we landed togehter in the same class in form one where you will always call me llama and i called you yak, thanks to georaphy...... and from that day onwards, our friendship blossoms....and when you became the head prefect and i was the secretary, we met many ups and downs while handling the prefectorial board but i am glad that it does not affect our friendship...and suprising, our fate landed again in intec......and thanks a lot for willing to hear my craps on the guys i have crushes on around intec...i definitely gonna miss such a great listener like you!

i miss my japanese choir team a lot..i still could remember how badly we sang the first time during practice, how much we struggled just to remember the lyrics but our efforts definitely paid off when we did a performance that nearly blew out the crowd....i am glad we didn't disappoint gashini who put so much effort in this choir team and how strong our bond was after this choir team...i wish we could go up stage once again and sing till we drop...

i will be lying if i claimed that i never miss my 'family' in malacca...i definitely miss all my 'aunties', my brothers and my sisters...and i definitely miss my son too!!! hahaha i hope everyone is doing fine and someday perhaps we should take a family photo again!

i definitely miss my sister a lot and i seriously do miss her...i had been nearly half a year since i last saw her and i felt it was just like yesterday i sent her off but time really flew past just like that.....i couldn't wait to attent your convo end of this year and i am definitely so proud of you!!!!!!

HOLLAND IS OUT FROM EURO 2008
*extremely shocked*
i didn't get to watch the match but when i woke up the next morning and knew about the results, i was like *wth?????*.....what's wrong with Holland team?? they were like the strongest team through out the whole game and all the sudden they GOT CRUSHED BADLY by an underdog team, Russia....all rite, the day before that Croatia was even defeated by turkey...Croatia seems to me like a stable team and it was pretty obvious that they played better with so many shots but luck just doesn't seem to be on their side... the luck in the euro game seemed to SWITCHED to the underdogs team now..... and i won't be surprised if Italy suddenly made a SPECTACULAR comeback with the current luck now all on the side of underdogs team...but please let Spain in at least!!!!!
NOW, I HAVE ONLY ONE TEAM TO SUPPORT AND THAT'S GERMANY
and hopefully spain will make it to semi-finals!!!!

I MISS U A LOT....
I AM SAD THAT YOUARE AWAY...
I AM SAD THAT YOU ARE NOT NEXT TO ME...
I WISH YOU WERE HERE...
I FEELING LIKE TOUCHING YOU NOW...
I SERIOUSLY DO....
PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF..
I CAN'T WAIT TILL SUNDAY...
TO SEE YOU AGAIN..
TILL THEN, DO TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF!
I MISS YOU!

xoxo,
shen
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WHAT WERE YOU GUYS EVEN THINKING ABOUT???
IT'S NOT MY BF!!!
IT'S JUST MY HP..

alrite..this is what happened...
i rushed into the intec bus at 12pm sharp but the bus left about 15 minutes later...i waas seriously chasing after the time as my bus back to Melaka will be leaving at 12.45pm and i still need to get back to my hostel to get my bags and laptop.....12.20pm i arrived at my room....swishing my bag and shoes....i forgotten my most important/ valuable thing...and that's my handphone..
and now i am struggling.
learning to survive leaving without handphone for three days..
so if i don't reply your messages these few days, sorry sorry and sorry cause my handphone is now all alone in my bag at akasia!!!!

Back in intec...
a week come and go just like that.....
classes resumes starting with the usual registration, lou and jpa briefing as usual. the cliche life in intec. lame and boring....
and frustrated for sure...
marks returned and revealed.......
damn...........sometimes i get real irritated when it comes do this time...
it's pretty fine with me if my marks are terribly low cuz that's simply my own fault...
but it really irks me when they printed my makrs wrongly and counted my aggregate wrongly...
and what i mean by wrong is not just one or two marks...
IT'S 20 MARKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
now, i am loaded with so many troubles ranging from finding the various people in charge just to clarify the matter and to prove them that BIG MISTAKE....
what will you feel if you got 85A for your chemistry but they printed as 65C?
what will you feel if you got 86A for your aggregate but they printed as 82B??
i am pissed off....
that's all.

A year has passed by....and in two more days, i will be returning to intec once again for my semester 3, my last semester before the final decision of which uni to fly to is made... i am rather sad to return to intec simply because going back to intec equally means entering stress zone again, a zone i detest most. i am pretty aware that the first thing i never want to do in intec is to get back my mid-year results. I FLUNG FLUNK MY EXAMS....and i can never find reassurance through out the whole holiday on my test papers. i am aware of my mistakes but yet i am not ready to face my paper... i am afraid seeing B's but i am pretty sure that's what i will be facing too....disappointed?? too late to be sorry for all i can now be is remorseful...............secondly, returning to intec means facing endless exams again..my brain has been put to rest for a month and i can imagine how badly it rusted. darn...i hate intec academic life as the only intec life i love about is the friends and people at there.............. i am just hoping my third sem will not be a harsh one like my second sem and i just hope i won't cry anymore on this sem...i just hope to excel well in my exams...

my warrungu class (my first class in INTEC)

my family in INTEC...i love them a lot

my first experience in Red Box....

when i met new friends from Japan....and when i discovered my similar look with a girl

staying in bukit bintang hotel with my INTEC family
my first Borland C++ lesson

my first time wearing Kimono
KTM station simply become our regular hangout place
the first time when i was forced to run around the stadium three times for Ambang Merdeka
my roommates and how much i love them *Shera,Sandy,Shini,Shen*
hanging out in Bukit Bintang with friends

the time when i learned rockers at road are cool
during the SAMSA election day..where i cast my votes for my friends
taking a sneak peak with my class rep, Ms Siti Hajar
a violin performance from dear Shu Ning

SECOND SEMESTER (JANURAY 2008-JUNE 2008)

the second time i wore kimono for Intec Japanese Festival

my wonderful BTN camp

dining in Pak Li Kopitiam is simply Shen's tradition

learning to be a better skater....certainly i am progressing in many ways..

the days we became entrepreneurs

on the mission to complete our biology oral presentation

my loving Japanese family

i'm lovin it, Kim Gary (my fav restaurant)

the first time i learnt to make sushi
the first time i enter INTEC lab

SEMESTER THREE (JUNE 2008-NOVEMBER 2008)

THIRD TRY
more like salon hair style.
tied up and curls at the end.
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FOURTH TRY
pretty similar to the previous one
more black dyes i guess...lol

don't really like it...too mature.
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FIFTH TRY

short bobs perhaps??

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rocker style perhaps??

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SEVENTH TRY

plenty curls perhaps?

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THIS IS MY FAVOURITE FOR SURE!!!!!!

somehow the face and hair fitted so well...

who knows perhaps one day i might ended up in that hair style too! ^_^all of the sudden i miss my old hair back.hahaha thank goodness it's not real salon or else i will be crying by end of the day. :)

personally i feel that should be the last question everyone should ask me now. i am so embarassed with myself simply because i have been changing my template so frequently that i couldn't make up my mind. but now i put a STOP on myself and most probably i shall settle with this template. it seems like shen's like can never be departed from sesame street's team. lol.. at least it's still cool i guess. alright, i shall just forget about template thingy and i am Satisfied. yes, i am.

I AM SATISFIED.

YES I AM.

SMILING WIDE JUST LIKE BELOW.

should be this >_<

while i was surfing across the net, i found my flickr page again, the web where i used to upload most of the pictures during my younger days. i stumbled upon the retirement pictures of my class lovable chemistry teacher, mr low. damn, that moment i realized how much my friends and i have changed ranging from hairstyles to dressing codes to personalities and characters. man, i miss those days. and perhaps i should return to my school one day. i really miss those days.
my hang-out girls.....hehe spot me if u can.

revealing part of my life

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ever wonder how i looks like at home?

ever wonder how i looks like while i'm blogging?

Well, i decided to reveal my looks at home by posting two pictures only taken using my web cam! don't expect good quality pictures.hahaa...well, everything comes in stages..... :)

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that's me. blogging at 1am.

in pyjamas. trying to strain my small eyes

uncombed hair.

told ya, i don't look as good as when i am outside.

blogging in the morning.

still in pyjama but with slightly bigger eyes

combed hair.

looked better than previously.

in conclusion, i always blog when i am wearing pyjamas!

Fan boys are worse than fan girls.

the recent Dream Concert held in Korea is indeed a humiliating scene towards the korean entertainment industry and i am truly disappointed with those fans over there. i am even a fan of korean boy bands and even korean girl bands but i don't go overboard till i harm other fans of other group but believe it or not this is what happened in Korea. americans fans are not that crazy till that extend. for many years, the establishment of boy bands around the world has created the misbelief that fan girls are fanatic and crazy people but today i realized the fan boys are worse than those fan girls. they are simply sore losers. for those who never knew what happened in the Korea industry, you may check out this link for further knowledge. and i am sure you will be shocked with the whole ugly scene.

http://shenyuepop.com/2008/06/09/behind-the-scene-at-the-2008-dream-concert/

let me just sum up what crazy fans can do. and i mean fan boys.

a)during other groups performances, the fan boys ran up to the other group banners and ripped them apart.
b)immediately after their idol group performance, the fan boys left the stadium leaving an impact on the other fans group.
c)the fan boys actually sexually attacked the fan girls of boy band group by ripping apart their clothes, taking naked pictures of the fan girls and sexually harassing them. ( what's wrong with the world now???)
d)fan boys even physically attacked other fans group, kicking and hitting them. (gang violence)
e)during other group performances, the fan boys cussed out other singers while they were performing, by shouting 'bastards', 'bitches', and 'shut up'.

Fan boys simply need to wake up and stop being sore losers. they are not defending their girl band instead they are only humiliating that band tremendously. Football fans might get into quarrel at certain times but they still have moral values not to rape other fans but korean fan boys are simply being immature. i just hope all those ugly scenes will stop happening and will the korean entertainment industry regain their high quality standard again.

the irresistible teddy bears that i felt like squashing them

piggy is adorable in her cute way.

the XL watermelon juice ( AMIGO ROCKS)

and shen simply enjoyed it.

The football fever is back but now it's even hotter and hotter. well, i won't be able to have the chances to catch up the football matches live on TV as practically my holidays are coming to an end soon but a football freak like me will never be left out from the fever. i used to craze over FIFA WORLD CUP 2006 and during those days i actually woke in the morning as early as two just to watch the match between my favourite teams........and now the fever is back... it feels good to have football ecstasy again..and i am sure my mum's grumbles on how tomboyish i am will continue forever and ever...lol..i just love football.

which teams do i support?? and i will tell you why.
a) Germany
the most promising team through out the past year and they have always been my all time favourite during World Cup 2006 and they are my top team now too...even though, they have not been performing excellently for the few years back but i love this team simply because they work as a team. this blackies team has been improving a lot especially when they became the host of world cup and even became third in FIFA 2006. what more can I say? my favourite team for sure. and few of my favourite players - Philipp Lahm, Lukas Podolski, Miroslav Klose, Michael Ballack, Oliver Neuville...and previously i truly admire Oliver Khan as the best goalkeeper before he retired from the team... with such perfect players, Germany is a strong team in EURO!!!!

b) Portugal the portugal team has been really strong through out the past few years. they actually make it to the semis during World Cup 2006 and also the semis for Euro 2004. it is indeed a promising team which has many to offer. portugal team strongest player is definitely Christiano Ronaldo (not really a fan of his ) who is recently considered one of the finest player of the year. expectations on this team is definitely high and they definitely cannot be excluded from my supporting team list.

c) Spain
spain team has been rather underachieving for the few years back and i just hope history will not repeat itself. perhaps it is just their bad luck as the team did not fair really well during World Cup 2006 and i was rather disappointed with them considering that they actually have many good players in their team such as Raul, Fernando Torres, David Villa, Andres Iniesta. no matter how the team will peform this time, they still will remain one of my favourites.
d)Sweden
sweden team is definitely one of the dark horses in most European tournament. i really like watching sweden defence and i have strong faith that the swedish will do well in this EURO 2008 with strong players like Zlatan (forgotten his full name).