OMG

i did something ridiculous a minute ago.
i googled my name and encountered the fact the i had a blog under blogdrive, my form 5 blog. omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i always thought i had two blogs only by far but instead there is another rather publicised blog of mine in form 5. so much of googling. from that two old blog of mine, i discovered so many hilarious stuffs about me back then and compiled all the pictures i stumbled upon.

1)My first blog (2005)

• i adore jesse mccartney, avril lavinge, jessica alba, simple plan and wilber pan so much
• 2005 has pepsi ice and pespsi fire. i wonder what happened to it now.
  
• My cousin brought her gf to my house and she has a nyonya essence??? who the hell is she?? how can i not remember a single thing about that?
  
• i complaint about being underage, not able to watch the Alexander movie in cinema and ended up watching polar express.
• i complaint so many times about being a 'lamp post' among my friends. ( this is so stupid)

2) My second blog (2006)

• i was a huge fan of Daniel Lee (MI2)
• i listed ten reasons why daniel lee deserved to be the winner. damn how could i possibly named ten reasons 3 years back when i can't even list one now?
• i have a fettish over bling bling stuffs.
• i wrote a lot about my life as a secretary in the prefectorial board.

that's how fat my titi was 3 years back. i told you koo shuk kuan that she shrunk.

those days when we pretended to clean the school for moral folio purposes.

my 16th birthday gifts, full of turtles and green.

my form 4 and form 5 life.

Oops! I did it again.

i am freak so true. i been changing my template like every hour since i was back in Malaysia... i could never stand looking at the same template longer than 3 months as it bored me out. true, i am fickle-minded. only in clothes and blogs. hahaha.. anyway, i was googling from morning to evening everyday searching for templates, backgrounds, headers and etc that suits what i had in mind. two days back, i had my hooty owl template but when i woke up the next morning after installing it, horror! it was childish. lol.. i am picky. i admit i am. i want the best from what i do and ultimate satisfaction is a must must. honestly, i am pretty tired converting my template on and off. and i had made up my mind to stick with the minimum of all. forget about being cool. plain and white.. i shall try my best to avoid changing template any sooner till i am back in brisbane. jeezz.. i shall and i will. lol..

Blogging

wulalala.... yeah i am blogging again. yeah, my long breaks from blogging were so frequent lately. the bitch is back and she is off.oops... temptation of food in Malaysia overpowers the interest of blogging. honestly, four years back i would have blogged to be popular. i never knew why but i always had this stupid thought in my mind when i was a young girl that i was the plain Jane and i hate for being one ( well, every teenage girl would felt the same, cliche).. and when i discovered blogging, i assumed that it would be one way to make me popular in a decent way. well, the attempt to be more popular in your crowd using your blog is a ridiculous idea. naive thoughts are seriously something to be laughed off when you grew up. back to present, four years fast forward. i blog simply for no reasons. blog for the fun of it, blog to keep my away friends updated about me. plain intention of blogging. i was pretty aware that my infrequency of blogging has lead to the lost of nearly half of my readers. but who cares right?? no more blogging to be popular... so if you find my posts boring and predictable, the old brain of mine ain't creative anymore. lol.. just some crappy posts by a growing up girl learning from her mistakes everyday.

A million reansons not to blog.

once i was so into blogging and my blog was always filled with frequent updates. but not anymore. i really wonder what halted me from blogging and i could definitely lay out a million reasons. i blogged the most when i had the little Elmo template and i guess it might have been during those period that my blog was known by my intec friends. in fact, i learn to blog from my big sis and recently she doesn't blog anymore and eventually my interest of blogging vanished too. i guess it might have been due to the fact that i started blogging to0 young and to keep up the habit is something difficult for me. but something that didn't change in me was for the fact that i enjoyed reading professional bloggers ranging from dawn yang to Kenny xia to karen cheng. awesome people they are for sure. definitely i could give you millions reasons for my dying passion of blogging (not a million of course to list down):-
a) blogging passion is now taken over by my dear mario nintendo

b) i tend to overuse my Internet limit ( which i totally detest it ) and always have to fork out the extra cash to pay for it ( which i totally detest it too)

c) lately, i spend most of my time browsing through online shopping websites and had lots of fun looking at those clothes, bag and accessories.

d) recently, i am not so-into-cam whoring anymore ( perhaps maturing has taken the most of me) and therefore typical of me, without pictures, i had no idea on what to blog about.

e) instead of blogging, i spend my whole day baking and cooking (something more satisfying perhaps?)

f) with those gloomy weather lately, i rather choose SLEEPING than blogging for sure.

the list could never end and might get even more ridiculous if i were to list more. but that shall be sufficient to convince my dying passion of not blogging. but worry not mates i shall retain this blog till i am old enough to close it for sure. and i will try my best to revive my passion for blogging. ^^. till then, wait for more updates from me perhaps?? hahaha.