So much of being popular..

I ditched my long-established blog for varied reasons, either i am tired of it or hate the fact that

too many people knew about my blog. Despite many years back I would have forked all the way

out to publicize my blog, I would not do it now. I grew up. Back then, all I wanted to be was popular, to be known, to be pretty, to be the one and only one. Those days when i wanted to be everything that everyone wanted to be. Back then, I thought life was all about being popular and getting recognized from people. But surprisingly as i grew up, I begin to hide under my shell, isolating myself from the outside and keep hidden secrets within myself. I find it difficult to express what I hold beneath my heart and felt alone occasionally. I wasn't a special person and wasn't someone's special too. My life is plain boring, revolving around myself only. And as i grew up, I realized I was more complex than ever. Was it just a part of growing up? Or just the something that was only found in me? Right now, all I want in my life is to do the things that I

always wanted to do and care less of others' opinions on me.I may not be awesome but I can never change who I am.

and probably one day, I will be a superhero in myself.

Life of A Man (Joseph Vincent)

i refuse to believe the fact that i was back in Brisbane for a month already.

and for a month, i abandoned my blog.

i am not sure if i am glad to be back in Brisbane but I miss my parents and my sister dearly.

It feels different not having them by my side, not eating proper meal and not commuting by car any longer.

I am usually reminded that there is sunshine after rain....and after a storm, the sun will shine again. It may take a few minutes later, a few hours or even a few days but it will happen eventually. I might be seeing my sunshine soon for everything went pretty well lately. Despite the occasional ups and downs, I am handling it way better than before, for experiences make a person wiser.

I know my parents are checking my blog regularly and earnestly waiting for my updates. They aren't using skype and I couldn't see them visually for 9 months. It sucks and i miss their faces badly. So, here I am, back in my Blog.. stuffing as much pictures as possible to let them know I am doing great here. So worry less about me and be healthy back home.

In fact, in three words, I can sum up everything about my life: "It goes on"

rural awareness trip to maleny, sunshine coast.

lectures in a cinema-like theater.

the loser punishments. (outing with my pharmacy coursemates)

Korean International Dinner, we won ramen!

i am not sure if anyone realize, but my circle of friends is changing. For better or for worse? I could never figure that out, only time will tell.

and so, that simply sums up my one month in Brisbane.. and though it was more than that, I am just too lazy to upload the pictures in my blog.

Till then, I shall return to this blog real soon (I hope so)

Long Road (W-inds)

i am back in Brisbane for my 3rd year.

i felt lonely without the company of my family and my buddies back home.

well, that's life i supposed.

everything has a new beginning and an ending.

right now, it's another new journey.

it's going to be an extremely long tiring road.

if only i could fast forward everything...