Anatomy

can somebody tell me why am i studying gross anatomy and histology when i am not gonna be a doctor in the future??

it's not like a patient will come into a pharmacy and tells you that they had a pain in their rectus femoris or in their cochlear or their stratum germinativum is damaged or their spinothalamic tract is not working???????

simply why are there millions of terms just for a part of human body? fascinating yes but memorizing no. radius, ulna, gluetus maximus... bla bla.... vermis, medula oblongata, trachea...wait a minute am i doing my revision here? hahahaa....

just complaining for satisfaction while cramming ridiculous amount of terms into an emo brain of mine for my anatomy practical test tomorrow...may i not flung another test for this sem?

the begining of the nerd-ing life.

Dedication to Sis

Dear Shir Li @ Arabia,

as many might wonder by the name of arabia, i could not give the reason why. it all started many years back when we were still young and ignorant. the name pops into my mind one day and surprisingly it last forever on my mouth. i have never stop calling her arabia because i feel in this whole world only shir li's sister will regard her as that. unique. i adore my sister more than anything else simply because she is a jewel in my eyes. she knows everything around her so well from politics to economics to cars to football to fashion to entertainment and to technologies. her knowledge is incredible and amazing and i admire her for that. i have learnt to cry, laugh and smile from her. i have even learnt to grow from her.
i would not have played lego if she had not taught me.
i would not have love monopoly if she had not brought the fake jutaria back home.
i would not love moffats if she had not bought the cassettes home.
i would not love eating from the small stool in front of the tv if she has not done that.
i would not have fallen in love with football if she did not.
i would not love drawing if she had not.
i would not blog if she did not started one.
i would not love kimi rakkinoen if she had not.
i would not love cooking if she had not either.
i would not love shopping if she had not.
i would not ever know nintendo if she had not told me.
i would not love cycling if she had not.
i would not have obtain a scholarship if she she had not.
i would not study in aussie if she had not too.
i would not have been such a fine lady without her.

I am sorry I could not celebrate your birthday with you for so many years. As we grow older, we begin to drift apart and the only time that i see you is during the end of the year for a few months only. i miss those good old days- both of us in our tiny room telling stories and making up ridiculous teddy bear stories. i had fun and i miss those moments.
but..
you are a wonderful girl now. i love seeing the way you grow cause that simply reflects the way i grow too.
HAPPY 23rd Birthday, Sis!
YOU ARE A GREAT SIS and will be forever.
love ya.


xoxo,
shen.

=(

maybe i should stop believing that things will get better...
because
the more i put faith in it,
the more hurt i got in return
and the more devastated i became.