Thursday, September 23, 2010

Surrounded by Love

woots, sis is finally here in Brisbane.
she will be here for a week and i am pretty sure it will be hell of awesome
accompanying me for my 20th birthday and that's like the best birthday gift ever. thanks sis!
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and i thought of sharing with you guys songs that are currently hitting 'REPLAY' in my ipod. i am huge fan of laid-back songs, especially acoustic version. so here's my current playlist. if you have the same taste like me, i am pretty sure you will enjoy most of the songs listed here.

1) Just the Way you are- Bruno Mars

2) I look so good without you- Jessie James (excellent breakup song)

3) Love the way you lie/ Not afraid Mashup - Jason Chen

4) Go away- 2NE1

5) If i die young-Sam Tsui

6) Introducing me- Nick Jonas

7) Confession- Kim Kyu Jong SS501

8) Xie Xie Ni De Me Hao - Yen J

9) Summer Medley- Sam Tsui

10) Wedding Dress English Version- Jason Chen


Tuesday, September 21, 2010

The Impulsive Consequences

one morning, i woke up and realized my fringe was in a mess and i lost all the courage to trim them myself.
and that's when i decided i need a proper hair cut.
and from there, i realized i was with the same hairstyle for ages
and so i decided to change a little of it. A little i reminded myself.
but the Korean lady in the salon misunderstood me and chopped half of my hair.
*tears in my eyes* as she snipped more and more off.
it felt as if someone was stabbing a knife straight into my poor heart.
and
for now, my hair is no longer the same. =(

and after 19 years, something for sure, i absolutely hate going to the salon and dentist. my greatest fear of all.

Friday, September 17, 2010

My Pfft Friends.

I have these couple of awesome friends whom I adore a lot. They are really cool, and they love me for who I am, for being greedy, not loyal and loud. They make me laugh when I am happy and shed my tears when I am sad. Best part, they never leave me no matter what happen even though we are miles apart. Awesome friends, aren't they? NO not true, sometimes I do wish they would stop missing me because they never stop TEASING ME with my favourite food! I love and hate you guys, seriously.

1) Friends in Melbourne, teased me with my favourite dessert of all time, Brunetti. They even engraved my name in the shop. How can I not dislike you guys?? =( pfft.

2) Friend back in my hometown teased me with my favourite snack of all time. My favourite 20cent snack since high school which I had not eaten it for ages. How can I not dislike you?? =( pffff.

So, stop missing me guys. Nah, just kidding. You guys are really thoughtful and I can't stop wiping my 'tears'.
If you guys are chocolate, you guys are the sweetest,
If you guys are teddy bears, you guys are the most huggable,
If you guys are stars, you guys are the brightest,
and
Since you guys are my friends, you guys are the BEST!
(now, your turn to wipe your tears. lol)
and i shall tease you guys with a pic of me.
Thanks a lot for missing me.

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

1m Long

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1m long pizza for only Aus 6 bucks per person. the best of the best deal.


we will bring you there sis when you are here next week! really cheap and yummy and super satisfying! =)

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Sunday, September 12, 2010

Why Blog?

Why Blog? That's exactly the question directed to myself. What's with the hassle of blogging un-interesting stuffs about your boring life? I never knew why i started blogging back then in 2007. It just happened, and i was so into the trend of blogging. But at times, i do think it is pretty worthless writing about your own life in a blog that no one would even be reading it. I am not intellectual, so no intellectual stuffs in my blog. I am not a hardcore reader, so I am someone with minimal knowledge of the outside world. I am not so into political stuffs so I am not the eyes of the younger generation. I am not one of the hot babes, so no hot sexy pictures in my blog So, why blog?

Honestly, i enjoy reading people's blog especially those hot babes with hot bodies and hot stories of their lives. Maybe not so-hot stories, after all they are only writing about their clubbing activities, shopping guilt, traveling stuffs and make-up. But somehow those are the blogs that i read over and over again. Call me shallow if you want too but those are apparently the appealing blogs in reality. i do love reading my personal friends' blogs too. well, at least i am not so alienated with my friends back in my hometown.

I can never figure out the reason i blog or the content in each post. Uploading pictures, adding a couple of words into the pictures or scrabbling down all the bitterness of my life. That's how i regard my blog as. Pretty worthless but my companion for so many years. Without my blog, I would have felt even lonelier. As i am studying in overseas away from my family and my trustworthy friends, I admit the fear I had in my life. While everyone is in the comfort of their lovers or the companion of bf/gf, I am all alone by myself and sometimes I hardly even speak during the weekends when I am all alone at home. That's pretty much how pathetic my life could be.

I am being so introvert these days and worst still, pessimistic about my life. I hardly look upon myself and feel worthless. Blogging somehow retain part of my 'social' life alive, though virtually only. As quoted by my friend in her blog, " I probably burnt out my youth, at 20." I couldn't agree more. Why worry tremendously when life should be good at this age? Worrying does not take away tomorrow's troubles, it takes away today's peace. And i am always doing that. Damn you, shen.

If I could release all my worries into my blog, it would be such a great way to de-worry myself. But it never works. At least, I get the relief feeling typing out stuffs that are so messed up in me. Many people are wondering how my life has been from my studies to relationship.. I was so secretive about my private life that after breaking up for more than half a year, some of my friends only knew about it.

I am doing fine with my life though not great, and i will not close my blog no matter how frequently my blog is kept aside. I do not need followers for my blog, and I am pleased with how it is right now. and If you ask me Why blog? Because it makes me happy. The end.


Thursday, September 9, 2010

I Found the One

I found the one.
He is 22 years old.
He is Chinese.
He is talented.
He plays guitar, drum, etc.
He likes jazz music.
He is cute.
He makes me happy.
He is charming in his own ways.
Yes, i found the one for me.
and He is
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Yen -J
my official favourite Chinese singer.
Though i may not be the one for him, I love his songs to pieces.
His songs are really simple but his music is really catchy and unique. He plays with the music to make it addictive and I truly respect his talent. I adore his songs to pieces.
Now, go figure out what i want as my birthday present.
Not yen-j of course, though he would be my ideal guitar teacher!
instead,
Yen-J album, please!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thanks in advance.


(my favourite song of his)




(the cutest song of all: Love is Curry)

Brisbane Riverfire 2010

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As promised, a tiny post on Brisbane Riverfire Festival.
I went last year and i was totally blew away with the mesmerizing firework and loud jet planes. with rather high expectations this year, I was a little disappointed with the firework and the so called helicopter performances. perhaps i had expected too much but anyhow, it was still a beautiful night filled with beautiful firework, hanging out with beautiful people.

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the firework show, started slow and ended abruptly. =(
the main reason for this festival is simply to celebrate the fact that Brisbane is blessed with a river in the middle of the city. that's how i would exactly phrase it.

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despite the small disappointment with this year performances, i would still attend the festival next year. It is indeed my annual must do list in Brisbane and a festival that people would actually be there since 8 in the morning for the best spot for the 7pm firework show. How amazing is that.

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

The Glorious 24 year old Sister

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My rather mind-blowing amazing sis's birthday is finally here.
The glorious 24 year old sister, an amazing sis that I adore so much.
I can't deny the fact that at times, you are more than my sis.
My best friend and my soul mate.
There is no better friend than you sis, and there is no sister better than you for sure.
You are just simply that amazing.
You never let me down and honestly, at times,
I feel that you are even better than the Santa Claus
For you knew exactly when I had been bad and good.
And the best the thing about having you,sis?
When mummy and papa don't understand, you always do.
A sister can be seen as someone who is both ourselves and very much not ourselves- a special kind of double.
and that's exactly how we are, dear sis.
I love you very much and you have brighten up my life in so many different ways.
Have the best birthday my lovely sis even without me by your side!


Sunday, September 5, 2010

Peek-A-Boo

a sneak peak of Brisbane Riverfire that I went yesterday,
wanted to blog, but i am overdosed with sleepiness and have to leave it for tomorrow.
and sometimes, i wonder is it worth to be a firework? burning yourself to be pretty and entertaining.

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Thursday, September 2, 2010

I don't feel the best of myself anymore.

The author of this blog has somehow decided to reappear.
Lately, i start to feel my life is so routinized and I could even possibly predict the happenings for tomorrow. I do not like it. There is no sparks, surprises or happiness in it. Everything is so monotonous, blunt and flat.
Sometimes I feel I am so isolated and lonely. There are so many things that I bottled up in myself that I wish I could let it go.
I don't hate my uni life, I just despise the life i am having now. Everything feels so out of place and I get upset easily over extremely trivial matters. I blame on the damn imbalance hormones in women. When will this holding back of fear and insecurity leave me? At times, I wish I was a kid instead, cuddling under my parents shield and absolutely free from worries. I do not want to grow up and be the other despair adult. Life is so not a box of chocolates and sadly....

I don't feel the best of myself anymore.