Trashing All in One

i accomplished one of my bucket list:
To Sit in the middle of my Uni busiest road!!
(though it wasn't busy on the day i took the picture)
how awesome I am!?!

i have nothing much to blog about as I was practically staying at home most of the time. what a hardcore nerd i could be. and with exams in 3 weeks time, I have to bid all my shopping and eating out and loitering in city farewell. so yeah, I grounded myself at home. and looking back at all these 20 years, I could never understand how I survived through every exams. it's unbelievable.
i never enjoyed exams (nobody does right?) as exams make people different. friends become strangers and yourself become an entirely different person. overloaded with stress, dying brain cells and unhealthy diet with extremely dirty house and unwashed clothes piling up. the pathetic life of a university student. and once again, i am trashing everything into one post so bear with me, will you?

and the best form of enjoyment during exams is by watching dramas. Baker King,hell of awesome! My protagonist of all time, Gu Ma Jun. He is hell of hot and evil which makes him the ideal realistic character. and by having him as my desktop wallpaper, it inspired me to study and repay my hard work by re-watching my favourite scenes of him in the drama. an ingenious way of keeping me awake and staying on the table.

pictures keep memories alive and who could even believe that the picture above was taken two years back? so much fun and joy and it felt as if it just happened a few days back. Time flies faster when you're older. and with the fact that I am graduating in two years time, I feel old with many unaccomplished youth dreams.

the 100% knitted-coated toilet! would you even dare to use it? so much comfort while peeing.

and i just have to share these awesome new songs that I am currently addicted to.

1) 'So Today' (by Ft Island -my fav jae jin sings!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
tell me that you love jae jin's voice more than hong ki's voice for this song.


2) Clenching a Tigh Fist (by Beast)
3) Grenade (by Bruno Mars)
4) Saram (by Lee Seung Chul -Baker King Ost)
5) Love (by Jon Woon aka my Gu Ma Jun)
6) Soom (by Beast)
7) Say No (by Beast)
8) High Fly Acoustic Ost (by Jong Hyun Cn Blue)


and that's all folks! and i am seriously anticipating for all the good stuffs in November; officially the end of my 2nd year as a Pharmacy student, shifting into a new house, watch Mary Stayed out all night and It's Okay, Daddy's Daughter and having a crash course on Guitar.

(no idea how i tilted my head till that angle, pretty awful huh)
till then, can't wait to smile like that again!!

Bruce Lee

an old comment on my family picture by a friend of mine on facebook that makes me laugh.

guess who wrote this based on the profile pic. =)

and i couldn't agree more with her

especially when dad had that hairstyle.

can i be the the amazing rose that survive through the drought?

My 20th Birthday in The Police Station

a long overdue post, but the title is no joke. I had my 20th birthday, 12am on 29th September 2010 in Brisbane police station. indeed the most memorable and remarkable birthday in my twenty years of life. We met with a car accident at 11pm and it wasn't serious but the quarrelling was pretty ugly. I was petrified and pondered, out of 365 days, the accident just had to be on my birthday night!! Life is just that sucky, isn't it? Hell yes. Incidents like that are unexpected but it just had to be on the day that I look forward most in my whole life. that's how much i despise fate sometimes.

the loving sis who spend the whole week with me for my birthday.

the roomie who spend the whole time planning my birthday.

with the lost pwm member whom we had not met for more than 6 months despite in the same state and same country.

my tremendously awesome pharmacy friends.

i know the fact that everyone tried to make my birthday the best one for me. i am totally grateful for that. i am truly sorry if i acted immature on that night. i was just unhappy with the misfortune surrounding me. Since I am 20 now, that would be that the last time of my immaturity. Till then, I am learning to grow up and to accept the fact that things will not always work out the way you plan it.

p/s: the best part of my whole birthday was when i received a call from my UK friend at 2 in the morning. brief but such a great comfort after the accident i had. =)

Farewell

why do farewell even exist? i hate it. i despise it.
someone came into your life and the next moment, it was time for her/him to leave.
i am a total loser when it comes to such things.
i do not enjoy the feeling of looking at someone as you move further away and i do not enjoy the feeling of crying alone in the bus/house. and i definitely do not enjoy the feeling of reminiscing the happy moments we had. and somehow i am pretty lousy in keeping in touch with people and that's the main reason i lost in contact with most of my friends.

sis came to Brisbane last week and she left this morning. her presence brought so much laughter to my gloomy small house and when she left, her absence in the house is deeply felt. she wasn't there to babble with me about Korean dramas, Korean guys, Korean girls or gossip about pretty girls or handsome boys or share our thoughts on fashion. it was as if half of me had vanished.

i was not the best host for sure. with the frequent mood swings due to women's so called good friend, i was rather down, grumpy or emo. it sucks for sure. but despite everything, i enjoy every moment i had with my sister. and now without her, i felt pretty aimless. and lost not knowing what to do next or later.

life is always like that, huh? hello and then bye bye?

it gets pretty tiring when you are experiencing the same feeling over and over again.
so yeah, i miss my sis so much but i know i will see her again soon and then i will be leaving her again. and
sometimes i just wish the moon is square and everything does not happen in cycles.