I My Me Mine (4 minute)

i am, one happy child.

with

1) a brand new striking red laptop

2) sis's arrival in Malaysia this Wednesday

3) B2st releasing 4 new tracks tomorrow with a prolonged version of my favourite song of theirs " Lights Go On Again"

laughing and smiling have been so easy lately.

till tonight, i am currently replaying five songs in itunes;- prettiest friend (jason mraz), udon ( by dong woon and davichi minkyung), like a star (taeyon & the one), i my me mine & what a girl wants ( 4 minute).

thanks to B2st, i am now addicted to 4 minute too. they're hot. sizzling hot and i somehow find myself drawn towards their songs easily. i am not so 'into' girl bands because i hate girl bands. exceptionally, 4 minute impressed me pretty well, with their vocals and sexiness. hell yes, if you are guy and you do not salivate upon watching the video, you're sick cause even i, as a girl drools over them.

Sunflower

Sunflower (Sg Wannabe)


sorry dear blog, the comfort of home overpowered the desire of blogging.


being home is so overwhelming, the best time of the whole year.
with mum waking me up every morning, dishing out on the awesome food that i grew up with, lol-ing with the best Malaccan buddies, and the ultimate bliss of not-worrying-anything. Brisbane is filled with fake smiles and stupid lies that I personally do not have the courage to face them again next year. well, as for right now, indulging into every second of it worth a million, summer holidays that i treasure a lot.

reunited with few of my Malaccan friends. Honestly, spending 3 days and 2 nights with them is one of the happiest moment in my life this year. 'How happy you are with your friends' is largely determined by the type of friends surrounding you. i am always isolated and deceived at the same time in Brisbane and no matter how much forgiveness is given, the scar remains a lifetime.
i grew up a lot this year and from my experiences, i learned which friends are worth treasuring and which are not.
and for those in the pictures, you guys worth a zillion in my heart.

back home, friends regard me as 'Ah Shiok', a name which I despised being called as back in school days. But lately, whenever, my friends yell 'Ah Shiok', those fuzzy warm feeling creeps in and it made me smile. How I wish I could hear that the whole year through for it signifies that I am safe and back home in Malacca.
so for those in Malacca, please do call me 'Ah Shiok' as many times as possible within these 3 months because it adds smiles into my day.

Creating Love

Creating Love (4 minute)

my last post from Brisbane in the year of 2010.
yes i am boarding the plane tonight and i will be home tomorrow morning.
i did a horse book for miranda, it turns out pretty amazing. What do you guys think?
Lame story, i know but it's for a five year old kid.



Perhaps i should have considered kids' cartoonist as my job instead of pharmacist.
Till then, i shall be blogging from Malaysia instead. See YA!

I'll be Back

i'll be back (2pm)



am i blogging a little too often lately? sorry, my bad.
i am TOTALLY excited right now for the fact that i will be back home this Friday. yes, on a plane, across the sea and cuddle myself on my own bed on Saturday morning. WOW, hard to believe but it has been a year. time flies amazingly fast.

my updated playlist (28th Nov)

hey sis, if you are reading this post, please please i am begging you to play the video below. It features MA JUN, yes my gu ma jun from baker king. damn, i miss his incredible acting so much and sis, please do bring the other two cds back so i could stalk on him again.

Nothing could be more pleasurable in a music video when you are feasted with everything you wanted:- amazing vocals, incredibly good looks, sleek attires and pretty actress + my favourite actor, Joo Woon aka Gu Ma Jun. pure indulgence and fan-girling. am i too old for fan-girling?


1) Miss You : SM Town Ballad

2) First Snow, First Kiss : Yo Seob B2ST and Daniel Dalmatian

3) I like you more than anything: B2ST

4) Love again: Kyu Hyun SM Town Ballad



5) I'll Back Off So You Can Live - G.NA

damn, her vocals totally gave me those goosebumps especially when you are blasting it loudly on earphones and i can't stop replaying this song for her impressive vocals and also the lyrics itself which somehow affected me slightly. it feels as if the song was written for me. and everytime i listen to it, it pierce right through me. Shall i quote the chorus here?

(I know) you probably got a lady,
(I know) you probably got sick of me,
Even though the tears are rushing to me
I'll Back off so you can live
That is all I can say
I'll forget you so you can live better
So that you'll be happy without me
The love that you tossed away, you can take it
Don't even leave a trace behind and take it all
Don't even say you're sorry
Don't worry about me

6) Growing Pain Theme Song : B2ST (sorry no mp3 version, in fact i had to rip it from youtube video)

Butterfly

Butterfly (G-dragon)

adorable, ain't she?
honestly, her huge brown bear weighs tonnes, twice heavier than myself. whoever invented that teddy bear is really ridiculous. how could a small child carry that heavy bear when an adult like myself has to drag the bear?!??

Angel

Angel (by Super Junior)
What would you feel if you come home everyday and discover lots of drawings under your room door?
i find it cute.
extremely adorable.
and that's exactly what i am experiencing right now.
the small kid that i am living with will always slide her drawings under my room door.
random but it just makes me smile seeing cute surprises when i am back home.

and this giraffe would be my favourite by far.
seeing her just reminds me so much of my childhood. i even actually watched 'Barney' with her, one of my favourite cartoon way back time.
and sometimes seeing her just reminds me that i have grew up a lot.

and so i decided to drew something for her in return.
honestly, i had not drew for ages.
and you are so welcomed to laugh at my so called masterpiece.
well, it is meant for a kid so it is meant to be a kiddy drawing.

she told me she love horses and i decided to draw one for her.
i am 'so' laughing at my own drawing now.

So Today

So Today (Ft Island)

after much hassle, i settled down in a small new room. nothing fantastic about it, but warm and cosy enough as my shelter for my 3rd year as a pharmacy student. in fact, i am renting a room from an Australian mum and living together with her and her 5 year old daughter. it feels different to be in a Caucasian home and living with someone whom you hardly knows. And honestly, i hope i make the right decision and will not regret about it later. the house is filled with Christmas decors and kids drawings which makes it really warm and cute in a way that i really enjoy it somehow. The landlord has two dogs too, a jack russell breed and another brown dog which i fail to identify the breed because it hardly moves. Thank goodness they are small because i am not really good with animals. i adore them but i am afraid of them at the same time.



i am bored to hell staying at home alone, my friend who rented the other room from the same lady was out whole day accompanying her relatives from Malaysia while my other friends are either back in Malaysia or on holiday. i am practically stranded alone, watching movie, stalking people on facebook and playing some war games which i am being defeated repeatedly. pffft. and worst part, i have to do all these again and again for a week till i board the plane back home on 3rd December. and seriously, why no Korean bands releasing mv at this time when i need some entertainment the most?!!!??!!!



pardon me for my boredom but i am scrambling back watching more and more movies. and if i happen to put on lots of weight for gluing onto the bed most of the time watching movies, don't comment me when i am back cause i know i did. thanks and i'll be back blogging nonsense real soon.

Sweet Holiday

sweet holiday by cn blue
every title of my post shall be a song in my playlists which simply reflects on my scribbling content.
that's right folks, i'm on holiday now and within 2 weeks, i'll be back in Malaysia.
so peeps in Malacca, i shall meet you guys on 3rd December onwards.
as for now, i am extremely exhausted from searching houses and unpacking/packing stuffs.
and not to be forgotten, danny's 21st birthday party too.

me and my soon-not-to be roomie as we will be having separate rooms soon.

the birthday boy who seems extremely happy and delighted.

groupie picture.

Korean spicy food is hell of awesome and i'm totally lovin' it.
kimchi, hot pot, charcoal BBQ..u name it and i shall eat it with joy. ^^
btw, i am shifting into a new room tomorrow and hopefully it will be fine, totally free from mold, nosy owner and crappy house.
xoxo.
(cheryl's style- sorry inside joke for malaccans only)

Lights Go on Again

after the long hiatus, i am finally back with my blog. i am done with my second year as a Pharmacy student and hopefully it would be the official end of it. how depriving the year has been. and after all the shit i been through, it just feels surreal that i actually survived through this depressing year. life is great as for now (except for the searching house part) and i can't hardly wait to be back in Malaysia, reuniting with my family and my good buddies back in Malacca in which I assumed have changed tremendously - physically and emotionally. and most importantly to brush up my driving skills, guitar-ing skills that have never gone better, and hardcore watching korean dramas.

as i spend most of my time lying on the bed recently, listening to music and doing nothing (true bliss indeed), it came to me that i have so many good things in my life which i overshadowed it with all the trivial shits that I had. I have the best parents, the most awesome sister, 'kecoh' gang back home in Malacca, iphone4, sony cam, ipod, Hugo Boss orange perfume (thanks to roomie as my birthday gift), tonnes of clothes, shoes and bags. Though i used to hate my small eyes so much ( as my friends always questioned me the same thing regarding my small eyes: "The things you see izzit smaller? is the building shorter in your eyes?"- NO NO NO!), i start to realize the coolness of having smaller eyes. Though not electrifying like the huge sexy eyeballs, at least i have been mistaken as a korean for so many times in my life. I adore Korean girls for their beauty and to be mistaken as one of them even by the Korean themselves, it's a true humble honour.

(my greatest fetish over guys in uniform- drools..........)

current addiction owned by B2ST boys.
with tonnes of boy bands in Korean industry lately, there is hardly one that I would actually extremely fall for apart from my craze over DBSK during high school . there are so many new bands and i personally feels it jeopardize the music industry slightly but i should probably change my perception now as B2ST is seriously one of the best band of all time. six amazing boys with most amazing vocals, body, and humor. and the best way to judge a group's talent is through their live performances, not mv.

i am so owned by the hot rapper. and since it has been part of my habit sharing great Korean songs in my blog, i shall do it now too. listen to those songs and i bet you guys will enjoy it if you have the same 'laid-back' taste like me.

1) Lights Go On Again - B2ST
2) Beautiful - B2ST
3) Women...Know - AB avenue ( the girl in the mv is extremely gorgeous)
4) I'm going crazy - Seven
5) Angel - Super Junior
6) Tell Me Your Love - TRAX
7) It Hurts - 2NE1
8) You won't answer my call - 2am
9) I'll be back - 2pm ( no matter how much i dislike this band, this song gets really addictive)
10) W0W0W0 - Shinee (jonghyun's voice is real gold)

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sometimes i just wish i was deaf instead of hearing things that i never wanted to hear in my life.

Secrets

One song that explains all the feelings I had now.

I need another
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring
Need something that I can confess
'Til all my sleeves are stained red

From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw me wink, no
I've been on the brink, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

My God, amazing how we got this far
It's like we're chasing all those stars
Driving shiny big black cars
And everyday I see the news
All the problems that we could solve

And when a situation rises
Just write it into an album
Sending it straight to gold
I don't really like my flow, no, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

Oh, got no reason, got not shame
Got no family I can blame
Just don't let me disappear
I'm 'a tell you everything

So tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

So tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics ever jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
All my secrets away, all my secrets away

Trashing All in One

i accomplished one of my bucket list:
To Sit in the middle of my Uni busiest road!!
(though it wasn't busy on the day i took the picture)
how awesome I am!?!

i have nothing much to blog about as I was practically staying at home most of the time. what a hardcore nerd i could be. and with exams in 3 weeks time, I have to bid all my shopping and eating out and loitering in city farewell. so yeah, I grounded myself at home. and looking back at all these 20 years, I could never understand how I survived through every exams. it's unbelievable.
i never enjoyed exams (nobody does right?) as exams make people different. friends become strangers and yourself become an entirely different person. overloaded with stress, dying brain cells and unhealthy diet with extremely dirty house and unwashed clothes piling up. the pathetic life of a university student. and once again, i am trashing everything into one post so bear with me, will you?

and the best form of enjoyment during exams is by watching dramas. Baker King,hell of awesome! My protagonist of all time, Gu Ma Jun. He is hell of hot and evil which makes him the ideal realistic character. and by having him as my desktop wallpaper, it inspired me to study and repay my hard work by re-watching my favourite scenes of him in the drama. an ingenious way of keeping me awake and staying on the table.

pictures keep memories alive and who could even believe that the picture above was taken two years back? so much fun and joy and it felt as if it just happened a few days back. Time flies faster when you're older. and with the fact that I am graduating in two years time, I feel old with many unaccomplished youth dreams.

the 100% knitted-coated toilet! would you even dare to use it? so much comfort while peeing.

and i just have to share these awesome new songs that I am currently addicted to.

1) 'So Today' (by Ft Island -my fav jae jin sings!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
tell me that you love jae jin's voice more than hong ki's voice for this song.


2) Clenching a Tigh Fist (by Beast)
3) Grenade (by Bruno Mars)
4) Saram (by Lee Seung Chul -Baker King Ost)
5) Love (by Jon Woon aka my Gu Ma Jun)
6) Soom (by Beast)
7) Say No (by Beast)
8) High Fly Acoustic Ost (by Jong Hyun Cn Blue)


and that's all folks! and i am seriously anticipating for all the good stuffs in November; officially the end of my 2nd year as a Pharmacy student, shifting into a new house, watch Mary Stayed out all night and It's Okay, Daddy's Daughter and having a crash course on Guitar.

(no idea how i tilted my head till that angle, pretty awful huh)
till then, can't wait to smile like that again!!

Bruce Lee

an old comment on my family picture by a friend of mine on facebook that makes me laugh.

guess who wrote this based on the profile pic. =)

and i couldn't agree more with her

especially when dad had that hairstyle.