recently, ausmatians have their individual class photography shots to be included in their AUSMAG (Ausmat Magazine) and here comes shen's cliche memories pour back...i still could remember vividly the first day i enter my very first class in INTEC - Warrungu (i find the name very hilarious and pretty similar to kangaroo) i still could remember all those smart looks staring at me....those looks that imposed that they are well-quipped with knowledge and they definitely do..sometimes judging a book by its cover works. six months i spend my life as a warrungian, as a junior, as a baby in INTEC (considering that i am jumpee and pretty dependent on people).......six months just flew by like that...new friends come and go...old friends come and go too....................

My sole Warunggu class

and now i am in a brand new class- Canberra (some name that definitely sounded more sophisticated than the previous one).......i simply realized that i was the only warunggu people there while most of the other warunggians are in Adelaide (.... my class mainly consist of Luritjians and Wambayans and Bunubans (haha sounds so funny) but i am glad i am in that class.....mixing with new people just make me realize that in reality, there are so many more friends to be known and so much more to be learn. even though this year i complaint a lot and indeed not a preferable year for such due to the extreme stress i am carrying right now, i feel being in INTEC is a blessing in diguise... if i had never study at intec, i will never meet my cool roommate -Gash, i will never get to know cool friends and i will never learn to be competitive and more hardworking.

the blackies canberrians.....

now 8 more months to go..................till the end of my suffering...............till i finally can get the ultimate enjoyment in life..............................till i can declared myself a path closer to be a pharmacist......surviving shen shall continue surviving ..... ^_^

My friends been urging me to update my partially dead blog..sorry to disappoint you guys but time is seriously biting on me…..and I have a strong feeling that my little bloggie here is in a half-dead condition simply due to time deficiency and crappy internet connection….so, since I had good connection now, I shall go through my life quickly to keep my buddies updated on my miserable life…make sure you guys update me on your current life too…(especially to miaw jyi, tell me more about the girl who had crush on you :P)

1) Ausmat inter-debate is finally over……feel kind of weird when I felt so free during the whole week due to lesser tension and stress but I am definitely relieve that it’s OVER.

2) Went to sunway pyramid after ctu test which accumulates my guilt even more as I will be facing bio test on mon but I simply {MUST} need to buy something for mummy’s birthday which is just around the corner…..

3) After I flung my chemistry test, I flung again on my bio test (pretty much expected since I went loitering around sunway pyramind)……in short, I seemed to flung in every single test……..and tomorrow I will be having math quiz which I hardly understand the topic….Shen hates integration a lot.

4) Shen is seriously broke now…. In desperation of donation (just kidding….not that bad)…..i just forked out RM 400 for mummy’s birthday present and now I am trying to survive in one week with only RM 50 which includes expenditures for dobby, lunch, dinner and Malacca bus tickets…..will I be able to survive? I don’t think so as stuffing my tummy with only breads for just the past two days is killing me already…well, shen is the hungry monster out there…lol

5) I am practically being enveloped with an exam mind..considering that I will be having physic test next Monday followed by math test next Tuesday….great, now I have to reduce my sleeping time…..

6) Shen has start applying for her Australian universities...yippee……through IDP of course…..crossing my fingers now to make sure I don’t do silly mistakes while filling up the form…..

7) Shen is now keeping a secret from Melissa…lol…I doubt she will read my blog here…. But to dear Melissa, I find it hard to tell you the secret as it’s simply meant to be a secret….so continue guessing!!! Lol if she read this, she is so gonna be mad with me….

8) I miss Malacca a lot…seriously a lot…….and I miss my family and sister too…..

9) Shen’s brain is overloaded with multiple jobs ranging from incomplete assignments to untouched biology lab reports to unfinished chemistry power point slides to zero understanding oN physics…man, I seriously hate physic….what do we need to learn some electric currents and all those ridiculous formulation??? Hahaa lol…I am sure my engineering friends are so gonna debate with me about this…come on, biology is definitely more interesting….. J

10) Shen’s mid year exam is just around the corner….wait a minute, less than two weeks to be precise….oh dear………………what more can I say????

i hadn't been blogging for nearly two weeks....and when i got access to interent pondering over my friends' bloggies preferabbly my own coursemates...i just realized itwasn't only me who was down in the muddiest part of life, screaming out loud for some private time at least..i hadn't been able to do the stuffs i want for ages.i seriously need some moment of my own- free from books and stresses......i had just flung my chemistry test but i knew i deserve it..i hadn't prepared enough for it...serve me right, shen......i wasn't my fault that i didn't study i did tried but i can't..imagine having two debate straight in a day, by night your brain is totally drenched out.......i told everyone since beginning I DO NOT WANT TO JOIN DEBATE cuz it's killing my time...lab reporst loading in one corner, assignments in another corner, mid year exams in another corner, presentations in another corner, test and quizzez in another corner and now u expect me to load my brain with debate????????? i don't have a brain like albert einstien.....i just want get a break out of it!!!!!!!!! ctu test just dropped me right bottom in the ground cuz i don't understand a single thing bout those crappy theories............and how can i sit the test????
should i just surrender or wait for the better to come????

SHEN'S BLOG IS SO OUT-DATED.....OUT OF SPACE AND TIME....

happy burfday mei mei!!!
u have been the only girl friend that i noe who has deep crushes in formula one just like me....we can chat for hours on ferrari, mc laren , bmw sauber and renault team...and we definitely share the same no-no feelings towards alonso and a yes-yes feeling toward kimi!!!!!!!! u will be flying to us this year to stanford and do take care of urself!!! cuz all ur buddies in malacca and intec will miss u tremendously!

3) Goh Hui Pin - 5th April 1989 happy burfday pin pin!!!
u have been a great buddy and companion especially during chinese class...we can actually chat for hours on all those cuties in koreans, about dbsk new songs and dances, on korean new dramas and also everything in the entertainment news...take care pin and may all ur dreams come true!!!!!