ooohh no.ssabsa fever is just around the corner....and in a flash of two weeks, shen shall regain her ultimate independence ( minus the heart-beating results moments)......... merdeka merdeka merdeka!! alright, back to reality.....my finals have not started yet... i am still struggling through my studies, trying to finish up everything on the books, trying to stay awake on a hot sweaty weather, trying to understand every single words on the books and trying to ignore shera's laptop temptation with good online connection.....and trying to stop him from continously flying into my mind.....and just look at how messy our house is....flooded with books ranging from biology to economics....and the last time we mopped the house was like a month ago...but duh, we still can survive in a dirty house i supposed...

the last time when i became a nerd was two years back during my spm days....especially when i was trying to stuff unwanted history facts into my poor small capacity brain...fuhh, thanks goodness i succeded...and then my nerdy shen just vanished...and now it is reawaken......... give way to me, the MS NERD SHEN.......in glasses...yeah, i know all my malaccan friends miss those days when i wore glasses with super short straight hair..gone those days....

and that's shen in glasses.
ms nerdy shen.

i still could remember my fear upon knowing that i will be in canberra class during early of this year simply because i knew none in the class for most of my ex-warrunggu friends ended up in adelaide class...unfortunately, i am one of the rejected kids and was thrown into a class with none that i hardly knew..... i was scared and sad...but all these thoughts are now gone and totally vanished replaced with happiness and unwillingness to leave such a homely class.... i entered the class with no friends but i ended up leaving the class with 20 new friends- i could never be more thankful than that....

that first friend that i talked to was carolyn and that our first conversation was " Did you copied the class timetable?" and the rest was history....
in semester 2, i was only close to carolyn and christina and a few of my other classmates but in semester 3, i dare said that i am close to everyone in the class already....

and my friends who visited or dropped by at my class will ended up saying the same thing " YOUR CLASS IS SO FUNNY!!!"....lol....of course it is funny considering who are the people in the class..

connie (the mother of canberra), shen, carolyn and christina.

just them..

i heart canberra a lot a lot a lot...

we are just a bunch of noisy and funny kids.

me and connie..
i am so gonna miss her...

everyone just loved each other..
i am going to miss the desserted classroom beside the surau...
with the word "BEYOND EXPECTATION" pasted by the seniors..lol

the mca society in our class.

the hulks in my class.

and when it rains, the back of my class is always loaded with umbrellas...

me and mariam..


SHEN IS GOING TO MISS CANBERRA A LOT!!
TAKE CARE GUYS!
XOXO.

MELAMINE is so indeed causing a great stir among my family and everyone in this world.....great..now it does not only cut down on my consumption of my favourite food but it is also rising lots of questions revolving on my health.

#1. first, i was told to stop eating MENTOS, my favourite sweet for the past 16 years..

#2. then, i was asked to stop consuming m&m, my favourite chocolate snack......

#3. I was then commanded by mummy to stop eating julie's cheese biscuit and that's was after i consumed 18 packets consecutively...wth????

#4. and now melamine is robbing away my OREO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! scream scream scream!!!!

why does all the food i loved to eat contains melamine????
and i have been eating them every single day especially when i started studying in intec..
ooo..
am i in danger of kidney stone?????????????????????
shit...shit...shit...
shen is in danger....
now i am so cursing china's products for making me life way so miserable....my junkies are all gone and now i am forced by my mum to eat ORGANIC FOOD??? ranging from organic biscuits to organic milk to organic rice to organic raisins...call me the ORGANIC LADY....onwards....lol

Shen received a sms from her mum
"Shen, plz don't take d Julie's cheese bis and oreo coz this morning news said there's melamine in it..so plz take d organic bis onli until further notice, ok. Love mum".

my first reaction???
"oh shit, i just finished eating 18 packets of julie's bis and just consumed 3 packets of oreo this morning!!!!!!!!!!!!! am i going to die??"

mum: shen, please throw away all the oreo's biscuits!

shen: oh dear, should i or should i not??? oreo is so delicious...and tempting...afterall, i been consuming so much...

why must oreo used melamine?? can't they get other milk product????
curse curse curse.

and now shen is going green for some organinc biscuit sent down by my mum all the way from malacca...
so
indeed..
now
i
am
officially
the

ORGANIC LADY!

kuang kuang kuang....

lol...check out the title- i was just trying to trick my sister cause i am pretty sure that she is anticipating for certain pictures that i just refused to upload anywhere on the net..sorry sis but sometimes it just takes time to accept things around me......
but somehow this post is just a random post of mine revealing the unrevealed pictures of my friends and i.....some are ugly some are pretty and some are weird........

2)jillian san and shen san....who in this world would not love her? not even me.

4) shen's sleeping mode activated.

5) when shen gets too much of mamak food.....msg queen.

6)when two girls get bored while waitng for some guys trying on coats..

7)when shen had her very first sunnies...

8)when shen is shen.
p/s: he told me that he loves this picture a lot... >.<

9) when we were the first customers of the day in pak li kopitiam.

10) when two sexy gurls lying on the bed...

11) the members of room 4/406..

12) when the intec new library just opened...

13)when i found a malaccan junior and she is such a sweeeeeeeeeet gurl...malacca product.

i been asked by tonnes of people to do this post but i was just too lazy..and since i am done with my ctu test, perhaps i shall spare some moments on things that i cannot tahan..so here goes my 'untahanness' list!

1) I cannot tahan sweating 24 hours a day especially after u walked under a super hot sun with a burning face......come on, who in this world can tahan this??

2) I cannot tahan seeing those ah peks who love to spit on the floor especially when you are waiting for ktm trains..and those green stuffs that remained on the floor is just so EWWWWWWWWWWWW....

3) I cannot tahan seeing a dustbin overloaded with rubbish and worst part with crows all over the rubbish.. this is what that ALWAYS happened in intec.typical senario.

4) I cannot tahan studying for more than 2 hours.....the most is only 1 hour as some needles on my butt will be activated and continue pricking on my butt asking me to leave the chair now.

5) I cannot tahan seeing good food cause i could not resist myself from eating them....

6) I cannot tahan seeing those malay guys who acts like girl..i am super fine with gays but only feel irritated with those mak lembiks... don't ask me why.

7) I cannot tahan sitting or standing in a ktm train during peak hours due to the horrendous body odour released from every single people in the train...uggh..disgusting

8) I cannot tahan being alone for more than 30 minutes...because i will just feel isolated.

9) I cannot tahan watching horror movies because i tend to dream about them at night.

10)I cannot tahan climbing 4 levels of staircase every single day because i will only ended up exhausted once i reached my hostel.

11)I cannot tahan unknown people and strangers leaving messages in my facebok and friendster asking me to call them, meet up with them or talk to them. I AM NOT THAT CHEAP!>.<

12)I cannot tahan seeing bitches who think they are the queens of the world...wth???.....lmao.

13)I cannot tahan when those malay kapits who wiseled at you as you walked pass by them, those malay kapits who called you ah moi or those malay kapits who ask for your name.......once again, I AM NOT THAT CHEAP.

14)I cannot tahan those people who wanted to tell you something but ended up not telling..it is hell of irritating...

15)I cannot tahan crying whenever i watched romance movies...typical shen.


xoxo, the cannot tahan girl.

if you browse through ausmat blogs, practically you will encounter the same old laments, sighs and complaints about having not enough time, freaking out for the ever-remaining 3 weeks before ssabsa, and also for being tired and totally washed out....i am just another ordinary homo sapiens who are not excluded from the freaking out society... my trials results are definitely not that WOW!! WOW!! BOOM BOOM!!!...so obviously i need to brush up and add more oil in my engine but i am just exhauseted.....too exhausted..sometimes i wish i could just go back to malacca and hug my mummy...duh, shen has to grow up by now..so i guess it would not do harm if we ever go out and loiter around sunway pyramind once in a while though by the end of the day it only doubled my amount of guilt...

the super hyperactive clans.

oo...xiang xiang i am sure someone is so gonna love this pic....
print it and bring it to melb uni!! wakakaa.

prententious gurl.

lesbians????

we decided to activate our twin mode on that day.
don't we look adorable?

when boredom got the most of us.

shen will be a total great liar if she ever claims that she never loves her INTEC friends...they are the person i knew in shah alam who brought so much joy and happiness into my life..they are those people who craved smiles on my face..they are those people who hug me when i was down..and shen just adore them tremendously...
initially, i thought i won't be celebrating my birthday in Intec as it falls during the holidays and i assumed that they will just forget about it as everyone is busy with their studies..but it wasn't true..they aren't that way in fact they planned so much for me..that i just couldn't express my gratefulness for them for making my 18th birthday such such a memorable, a birthday celebration that i will remember forever....though i ended up sick at night due to the celebration..lol.....but thanks a lot guys!

cookie & elmo.....
both cuddly toys that i adore so much....
even though both of these items are not in my list of wanted items, but eventually these two gifts turned out to be the gifts that i loved most....

lol..now my bed is loaded with so many cuddly soft toys
wondering how i was going to transport them back to malacca end of this year...

xiang xiang with her printed tee for me..
(love the words on it..haaa thx gurl)

a big heart from two of my housemates
(sandy and shera)

cutie turtle from dearest connie...
(stop calling me te bu!!)

d.i.y gift from kk and chin..

card from everyone that i loved.

bracelet from shera and her aboyboy

so here comes how the celebration went and how i was tricked by my friends....

6.00pm : shen woke up from her afternoon nap feeling rather sad cause everyone will be busy during dinner except for mary anne... xiang said she is eating with billy and koo is eating with fana...so left me and mary anne only..

6.15pm : mary anne came to my house i was shocked cause we were supposed to meet at 6.30pm...gash said mary anne has an interest in ear piercing and was here to check out pics (wth??? i was cheated )

6.30pm : shen was making a big fuss cause both gash and mary anne are still lazing around in the house while she is exteremely hungry and starving.

6.35pm : a knock on the door and BOOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! here came koo, jia jee,and melissa with super huge party poppers and spray...ooo....so they are celebrating my birthday...but the weirdest thing was mary anne took out a camera.. ugghh..so she knew bout it too...yet again shen was cheated.

so that's how dirty my house ended up...lol

6.50pm : the four of them (koo, jj, melissa and gash) said let's celebrate both of you guys birthday (shen and mary anne) in pak li.....and both of us just agreed....

6.55pm: we bumped into connie on the way and she passed to me the turtle as my prezzie...

7.00pm: we arrived in pak li and we bumped into kumeran, subashini and nadesh. we sat together with them and shen immediately odered mee mamak ( the epic of the story)

7.10pm : the food arrived but the weird thing was in the whole table none ordered a single food except for me.... when i started eating, two greedy people (mary anne & koo) start digging into my food..grr....

we were cam-whoring while waiting for the arrival of my food
and
they forced me to wear the quirky glasses..lol

melissa looks so potterish...lol!

the celebrated gals
(shen & mary anne)

my mama in intec..
eheee love ya jia jee okasan..

us again..we were so ignorant at that time..not knowing all the plan that was going on.

mama and her anak...
look, shen inherited her eyes!

my loveable family in Intec since semester one.

and an additional new family member- the green turtle

my forever crazy wacky funny other half, koo.

those who were there yesterday.

THANKS A LOT FOR ALL THE SUPRISES AND GIFTS!
now, i truly know who are my true friends and now i know which friends whom i should love in return and that will definitely be you guys!!! thanks for making my 18th birthday more fun than ever and i treasure you guys a lot! love ya! muaksss...

xoxo,
the very lucky gal to be celebrated yesterday.

shen will be lying if she said she is not scared, not terrified, not afraid of anything...in fact i personally feels that i am afraid of too many things that now i don't even know the feelings of not being afraid anymore...like i said, i flung my trials..thanks to my horrendous math results....though i am sad, there is no way to turn back time....and in fact, shen is currently down with mood swings....when i heard the news of one my closet buddy's father passed away, i was utterly shocked..he is such a great man whom i adore dearly but life is so unexpected. the one moment you are smiling and the next moment you are crying. it strucks into my brain that life is short and there is still many many things i haven't done.... many and countless stuffs... gone the trials and come the haunting moment of finals which is only 3 weeks away...duh, like i have studied or prepared anything....and sometimes i wish if only i don't have to hurdle through all these things...and sometimes i even wondered how my life would be if i stay put in malacca and study stpm instead of going through ausmat which makes me cry every single day???? wouldn't life will be sweeter and more fun?? definitely. everytime when i returned to malacca, seeing all my happy friends with their lives, i feel sucky with my own life....i tried to enjoy but i can't....i tried my very best....but i gave up......
and i felt i did many mistakes in intec and i wish if only i could undo my mistakes...if only things would have been better here.....guess..it's true when people said you are able to survive ausmat in INTEC, you will survive everything in your life..i guess my survival journey is going to end soon and by that time, i will be proud to claim to everyone that i am from ausmat progam and i survived one and half year through....

but
no matter what the fear is within me, shen could never denied the fact that she enjoyed her social life in intec..especially in semester three when i get to know my friends better and when i meet with more new friends....

and when you have friends who are never to stingy to fork out their money to sms you when you are sad, happy or crying, you will always felt belong to that place...
just like me.

I know i didn't hold 0n to my promise of not posting anymore but i just couldn't resist the temptation to click on the dashboard and start pouring my thoughts on my blog...and that moment it struck into my brain that it's time for something new perhaps....the one part that i dislike most about myself is for being fickle-minded.. i get bored with stuffs easily and i still could remember those days where all the artists i liked havenever lasted for more than a month and at times i wonder will it be the same with the boys i like? ...... so shen has decided to put elmo on a rest and i am so sure my sis is so gonna freaked out the moment she saw my blog..she loves elmo so much and in fact everyone loves elmo but isn't changes are good? sometimes we need something fresh and new..so why not give a chance to LOLLIPOP? shen is going to miss elmo a lot a lot but shen is definitely trying to love her new template...whatever it is, be it good or bad criticisms i have simply made up my mind for changes and may everyone out there accept it happily just like the way i did..alright, enough of crappy moments...and in an hour more, i will be heading back to an unwilling place, INTEC.....i detest..i dislike but what can i do? it's reality that's where i am studying and that's the reality that is where i belong to....no matter i like it or not, it's just a fact....and i am scared of going back due to many reasons...some are good and some are bad...crossing my fingers now that my last 3 weeks journey in shah alam will be a smooth-sailing one and i do really hope my brain doesn't get rusty upon the 10-days holidays....whatever it is...allow shen to cam-whore for one last moment before she dive into emoness again....sigh...

p/s: daddy bought for me a new pair of jeans....haha y am i even posting it here? lameness.. @_@

i simply love this master piece a lot..haha lol..

and sometimes when people get bored with my face, it's best to hide it...

alright, this will be my last post for this holiday break before i head back to the last place i wanna be...... time flies fast and in just a snap of fingers, a week has passed by and now i have to face with the reality.. my one week holidays have been a fun especially during my birthday....and sometimes i wish i could freeze time.....so now i have to step back into INTEC ...to take my bad bad bad bad trials results and to buck up and to start studying again for finals....till then, i won't be updating my blog that often anymore but i am definitely anticipating for Nov 15, the day where shen will be officially merdeka...... so wish me luck with my last 3 week journey in Intec..and may things get better too...sigh......

after having to bear with the paint and turpentine smell for nearly a week, finally much of the painting around my house is done...and now it feels as if i am living in a brand new house..that's the power of new paint...
and.....because the repainting job is done during this raya break where shen is around in the house, you will understand why the final results where most of the walls turned out to be green...
firstly, the living room and the kitchen is apple white...and my parents room is lavender white.....and because i hate white a lot, i made a big fuss to my parents and finally i have the final word for my own room....and the result??? don't be shocked sis...i know u own the room too but hahahahahaha because i am in Malaysia, the power is in my hand......so here is our brand new room..........

don't u like it sis?
u better do.. :P

sigh....unfortunately, i have been tagged by dear miss Cherylyn Tan on her post dated 30th September 2008..so here comes the tag... and beware i might just tag u guys in the end.. :p

RULE 1:Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things / habits / little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird habits /things / little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.No TAG backs!


1) Shen has short hairstyles for nearly 11 years from standard one right up to form five...trust me my hair never grows below my shoulder...sigh...i even had a super boy hair cut during form 2...haha do you guys still remember?

2) Shen used to dream to be a prominent fashion designer in future....hahaa i used to draw lots of clothes and fashions and compiled them in a book....sadly, i have no idea where the book is now....

3) Shen is phobia of CHEESE....ever since i fall severely ill two months back due to cheese, i have a severe phobia towards cheese..the smell of it makes me wanna puke....ugggh...but fake cheese will do no harm for sure.. ;)

4) Shen used to adore The Moffats band a lot...in fact that was the first band that drove me crazy..where me and my sis actually bought their original cassettes ( well, there weren't any cds at that time)

5) Shen is afraid of clowns...alright..laugh on..but seriously i have coulorophobia....simply due to a movie ( I forgotten the name) about a physco murderous clown with an evil laugh...and because of that stupid movie, i never like to go circus...

6) Shen wore glasses during her school days even though her power is only 100 on both eyes...haha alright maybe this might be a normal thing to my malaccan friends but many of my intec friends doesn't know that i wear glasses......i used to own a pair of thick frame glasses with micky mouse logo at the side..hahaha how cute is that...

7) Shen loves speed speed speed....because of that i enjoy thriller rides in amusement parks like roller coaster, superman roller coaster, space shutter..in fact i love going to fun fair and amusement park..huhu...

8) Shen has her first crush during kindergarten...lol....it was just a pure innocent love on my classmate..lol..in wesley churh ( my kindergarten).......and i used to stalk on him...haha see, it's true that even a five-year old kid understand love...lol...

9) Shen doesn't like bathing in bath tubs....alrite, i know this is funny..i have this fear simply because of a movie again where the girl was bathing in a bath tub and got killed by a physco man and the whole bath tub is filled with blood..so every time if i bath in bath tubs, i have this imagination of being killed..errie..and for that reason, i hate hotels' toilets...they always come with bath tubs...

10) Shen used to hit her sister head with a ping-pong bat....haha i know i am naughty but i beat her for a reason...she poke me first with a pin..so revenge is important principle when i was young..lol...

11) Shen has never been in a relationship before...haah lol..i guess this is one of the consequences for studying in an all-girl school....so i have always been on single status...lol....

12) Shen did ran away from home before but just as far as 1 km only.....it all started that my mum was furious with me and she chased me out of the house by packing all my clothes...she didn't mean it actually but i guess i was only eleven at that time...and was rather rebellious..i took the clothes she packed and walked out from my house....halfway on the road, my sister called me back and said my mum was freaking out the moment she saw me left the house..hahaa i was brave right?

13) Shen loves Barney a lot..haha that's was my childhood must-watched cartoon..some how i didn't watch a single episode of sesame street when i was young.weird right? but that's the fact i am more attracted to the purple dinosaurs where my mum even recorded the cartoon for me..

14) Shen used to be a spy...hahaha those good old days when i was a kid..my sis and i will always ride on our bicycles and follow a group of Malay kids whom we suspect are the naughty kids responsible for the vandalism around my housing area...well, indeed shen was a brave kid last time..hahaa

15) Shen is always chased after by the principal during her primary school days....alright, i am admitting that i am black-listed as one of the mischievous kid in my primary school where the principal will always hold her cane and chase after me around the school..embarrassing but that's the fact...

so, that's the fifteen unknown facts about me....hahaa shen has just unleashed another personality of hers.....and who shall be the lucky ten that will be tagged?? drum roll please...lol

Lucky 10:-
1) Mary Anne
2) Winnie
3) Jeff
4) Ding Yan
5) Jie Jie @ Shir Li
6) Shu Ning
7) Bryan
8) cikNad
9) Miaw Jyi
10) Hui Qwan

haha well, if you guys are too lazy to reply to this tag, just ignore this post... :)