is it a blessing in disguise?

the university that jpa has selected for us has been revealed.
while everyone flashes their smile and delight, i was not happy nor sad. stunned.
but i know my parents were truly disappointed and in fact frustrated especially my mum. they have such high hopes of me studying in monash uni..and because of that, i studied.. i studied..scored a ter that deserved me a place in monash uni.. but even a 99.4 score doesn't guaranteed anything when i finally ended up in a whole different uni in a different state. was it because monash min ter is 90 while queensland is 94??? is that's the reason that i wasn't allowed to be in monash for scoring a high ter? i am not being boastful. i am just learning to accept faith.

i guess everything has been planned for me and i know God knows what it's best for me.
maybe it just wasn't my faith to be in monash uni and stay together with my sis. maybe it is just faithed that i am bound to live in a brand new place without any contacts. and to think about it again, i went to monash uni before and it is utterly small..not very much like a university..so actually still deep down in my heart when i was there that day,i hope it would be a bigger university. i guess God heard me and placed me in a better university. so here i am.

queensland baby, i am coming for u !!!!!!!!!full with pride and delight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

p/s: i am glad that koo is going to be my roommate..lol trust me there would be no more peace in my home...